Well, if it is of any consolation, I have had the self-same struggles.
One thing I decided early on (and I’m talking 11 years ago now) was that I was going to stick basically with the equipment I had until I could get results I was happy with. That is, I decided that, until I could clearly understand that the equipment I already owned was holding me back, I would keep working on it. I’ve heard time and time again from pros that being familiar with how your signal chain sounds is half the battle. To this day, I still keep hearing improvement with every mix I do, so I still have the same equipment I did 11 years ago.
This is significant. There is a quote somewhere doing the rounds from Ira Glass - here it is:
“Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase, they quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know its normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week you will finish one story. It is only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap, and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take awhile. It’s normal to take awhile. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.”
This applies so much to my experience with music. For me, taste, creativity and imagination were never the problem. Getting my skills to catch up with my ambition in those areas has always been the battle - as Ira notes.
…so when you mention this:
My starting point is one of confidence. I don’t think “This is going to be tough - there are sooo many challenges to get over”, I think: “I have the taste, creativity and imagination to make this work - this is going to be FUN, and when I’m finished, it will be satisfying to listen to it back”
What I find has helped me is never doubting my taste, creativity or imagination. It might surprise most on here to know that I’m not a naturally confident person. If there is a room full of people, you could almost guarantee that I am the least confident person in the room. However, I have to say surprisingly, I have complete confidence in those aspects of myself.
I’ve realised, I just have to find a way to make it come out of the speakers, and I don’t stop until it does.
I don’t know if it will, but I really hope the above helps in some way.
I do think being an audio person is much more a psychological game than it is a technical one. Mindset is a HUGE part. A long time ago I wrote an article for Brandon on RecordingReview called “5 Stupidly Expensive Ways to Turn Cloth Ears to Gold”. I did re-post it in the “Articles” section here, but it seems to have disappeared. (I’ll have to find out from @holster Brian what’s happened there…) In any case, here are the main points from it summarised:
# Your EARS are your most valuable hardware; your BRAIN is your most valuable software.
- Your brain trumps your ears every time – Don’t assume you just haven’t been gifted with golden ears at birth – train you BRAIN and your ears will follow
- Take the time to start NOTICING the stuff around you – how it actually SOUNDS – then you might have a shot at reproducing those sensations
- Focus on the BIG PICTURE & the things that will matter to the listener – no one cares about your snare sound.
- REFERENCE, REFERENCE, REFERENCE! Your loving sonic memories are no match for the brutal truth of your speakers.
- Post it on Bash This Recording to get a fresh perspective.
Another aspect is time. Often we hear the success stories about how a song was written in 5 minutes, recorded in 15, and mixed in an hour. This may well happen, but I’m certain that these occurrences are as rare as rainbow-coloured unicorn poo.
So many YT gurus are selling the story that the faster you write/produce/mix the better your results will be. That makes for great click-bait and no doubt sells a lot of “How to mix fast like a Superhero and Make 10 million a year” courses, but it isn’t really that helpful IMO…
…At least, I’m here to tell you that it doesn’t (and never has) worked for me. The reality is much less fairy-tale like: Here is Ken Lewis telling it how it is (video time-stamped to relevant point):
BTW, I’m definitely much faster at mixing now than I was when I started out mixing more seriously 14 years ago, but I’m definitely not “mix a song in an hour” fast.