When you add a certain amount of self-delusion and narcissism, couple that with a lack of proper musical training, all kinds of fun situations arise
Unfortunately, the music scene here is so thin that it is "slim pickins" in the real sense of the word.
@LazyE I realized that I just have too much musical material that I want to record and finish, if I were to nitpick every production decision, I won't get any songs written. My main problem is that I have to switch hats from musician to engineer all the time and after a certain song is written there is little patience to spend as much time on the mix on it. I burn out quick nowadays. On this next album I am using a studio and let the engineer sort it. It might be liberating for a change to get someone else to worry about the sonics so I can just play. It could end up a disaster...but it's only money, right?